Flos 0 Posted January 15 Assalamu alaikum, I've been struggling for couple of months with my heart and coming back to fully devoted to Allah. I, honestly, don't know what's the problem. For years I used to be detached from Dunya, in a very good "shape" and suddenly I lost it and can't go back. In the past, for years, I had a great connection with Allah. My tawakkul was on highest level, I had that smile and peace all the time. I feared nothing... What I've done so far to get back to that state of heart is pretty typical: at least 1 hour of Quran time, tawba and repentance, a lot of gratitude, salaat normal... But it's not working. I don't feel abandoned by Allah, it's not that dark, it's more like constant laziness to do more, lack of will and forgetfulness. I have a desire to devote to Allah fully but I have no idea how. Please, don't give me typical answers like: do your regular adhkar - please read above - that's not a question. Jazakallahu Khair Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
